january 15 asl
Going skinny today because I'm feeling crummy.
Way back whenever I would say "I feel a crumb" instead of "I'm feeling crummy." Over time "crummy" became "crumb" or "a crumb."
Like this:
——Hey man, how are you feeling?
crumb
——Aw man I'm sorry to hear that.
Or, like this:
——Hey man, how are you feeling?
I feel a crumb
——Aw man I'm sorry to hear that.
Yeah, I was a lonely kid.
I'm feeling a crumb today because every now and again the universe remembers that it hasn't told you that you ain't shit in a minute, and so it does, and sometimes it hits a bit harder than other times.
I'm fine. My partner is fine. We are fine, safe, healthy, and as whimsical as ever. I am working more than I have in a long time and enjoying the day-to-day, and, moreover, remembering that I am really good at the things I do for money. I am writing this blog every day (#tbbs) and along the way putting time and effort into other creative pursuits. I have wonderful friends and a handful of wonderful family members. I get dapped up in our neighbourhood and it makes me feel like I'm at one with the universe.
And yet today I feel a crumb. It is what it is.
🌲 gonna
🌼 go
🌱 touch
🌳 grass bed
🌷 now
Be good to yourself.
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