december 1 etc
It's late and I'm tired. I want to write something useful (in the spirit of Friday's post and yesterday's post right now but I can't. I have nothing today. Some nerve damage-related pain came back and on top of that I also had a slightly irritating and mildly painful friendquaintance breakup.
I'm tapped and maybe even a bit cracked. Every time I write a paragraph I hate it and scrap it and that's good enough praxis but I've been doing this for the past few hours and at some point I need to go to bed.
There's a lot on my mind right now. I won't go into it much but will allow that
a) I've been thinking about regrets a lot lately
b) I've been simmering on the edge of a panic attack all day
I know regrets aren't worth anything. But if you've been beating yourself up for any and every reason for almost 40 years getting rid of the instinct to do so is quite difficult.
🌲 gonna
🌼 go
🌱 touch to
🌳 grass sleep
🌷 now
Be good to yourself.
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